When I first saw this message I decided to wait and see if someone was going to post something… that’s mainly because when I see a question starting with a first line like yours I feel a burning sensation growing from the inside and if I go straight away with an answer I would probably get a negative karma.
That being said I’ll try to be as polite as possible.
[quote=beniman8]so i know now many programing language : java , SQL, C++, javascript, html, css,PHP[/quote]
Number 1:
“I know” is a big claim… and the fact that in two years you have not “found the time” to complete a single programming challenge is self explanatory.
Number 2:
HTML and CSS are not programming languages, even though some may argue that HTML+CSS are turing complete (you can encode Rule 110 cellular automaton with pure HTML and CSS).
HTML = HyperText Markup Language
CSS = Cascading Style Sheets
In short, HTML is a markup language and CSS is a stylesheet language… to be more clear, they don’t “do” anything, they reside at rendering or presentation layer, as you prefer.
Number 3:
This is just a personal consideration, mainly for people reading this thread that are interested on expanding their knowledge.
SQL is a special-purpose programming language, it is also not just like C++ for example, as it is considered a Fourth-generation programming language, while C++ is a Third-generation programming language.
Well, the rest of your post is pretty much useless in the sense that, without changing your actual knowledge, you will not get where you want.
And not being able to see where it is really going, as you say, is just a direct consequence of that fact.
Now, I know this answer may seem a bit rude, but if you will you can make it your strongest starting point and become a better coder and, why not, a better hacker.
So, here is my suggestion to you:
Don’t think you “know” many programming languages, instead start all over again with a fresh mind and try to dedicate some time learning the basic concepts.
P.S.: ok guys I’m ready to see my positive karma going down like a falling asteroid lol